FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org Yea. I used to be terrifyed of him, now I know he [-- not that he's great (the urge to be sick from nerves came up near every time he saw a new notification from the alien, never mind being able to stand tall in his presence), but -] cares enough to want to keep us alive
Which I only found out after I started talking to him...
[a beat.]
[even before the CDC, admitting anxiety hadn't been enjoyable. but then, here was easy to talk to, normal Tsuna; who knew if it actually helped to be with someone else in misery (what if it psyched him out further?), but if commiserating aided in any way, it was the least he could do.]
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org It was hard to start but it payed off...
[- right. now, in conclusion!]
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org So you should talk to Armada!!!! Find out what makes him a softie!!!!! And whatever else you had to ask him, I guess!!!! It's not like he'll eat you!!!!
maybe they're not so bad but i wonder why they're in this too.... do they want to or are they like us?
[ but ever since selena he's been perplexed with the idea, prone to thinking too much and ending up— crying or something, especially now when they were actually on the ship ( though mostly he left that for when he was in bed and alone ). ]
[ though when he really stops to think about it, typing up armada's address and just staring into an empty text box—
it's still kind of scary . . . ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
why is it so hard??
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i know he won't!! but ah do you know that feeling when it's like they'll bite?? but not really bite! like like when you have to answer a math question in front everyone and you don't know the answer
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org Theyve all been here for 100s of years... Its not just because theyre contract ran out, a lot of them came here intentionally
Armada's here because of his brother, I know that
[what a fitting analogy. helpfully:]
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org at least no one else is watching?!!!
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org just the ones that matter most
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maybe this is what he's needed all along ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
heh.....!!
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
they don't sound so bad that way
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
what about armada?? is there anything else? i wanted to ask him something but i was too nervous to before
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FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
I haven't talked to him much! But he and Warriorhead are brothers, they seem to really love each other
[Warriorhead to perhaps a terrifying degree, but Tsuna didn't need to hear his thoughts on that.]
He teases Warriorhead about his laugh and stuff...
He must be a real softie
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warriorhead is the orange team leader, right?
[ that's cute their teams are like . . . brothers . . . ]
i spoke to him once, hes not so bad....... i think
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Yea. I used to be terrifyed of him, now I know he [-- not that he's great (the urge to be sick from nerves came up near every time he saw a new notification from the alien, never mind being able to stand tall in his presence), but -] cares enough to want to keep us alive
Which I only found out after I started talking to him...
[a beat.]
[even before the CDC, admitting anxiety hadn't been enjoyable. but then, here was easy to talk to, normal Tsuna; who knew if it actually helped to be with someone else in misery (what if it psyched him out further?), but if commiserating aided in any way, it was the least he could do.]
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
It was hard to start but it payed off...
[- right. now, in conclusion!]
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
So you should talk to Armada!!!! Find out what makes him a softie!!!!! And whatever else you had to ask him, I guess!!!! It's not like he'll eat you!!!!
( 1 / 2 )
maybe they're not so bad but
i wonder why they're in this too....
do they want to or are they like us?
[ but ever since selena he's been perplexed with the idea, prone to thinking too much and ending up— crying or something, especially now when they were actually on the ship ( though mostly he left that for when he was in bed and alone ). ]
( 2 / 2 )
it's still kind of scary . . . ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
why is it so hard??
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i know he won't!! but ah
do you know that feeling when it's like they'll bite??
but not really bite!
like
like when you have to answer a math question in front everyone and you don't know the answer
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Theyve all been here for 100s of years... Its not just because theyre contract ran out, a lot of them came here intentionally
Armada's here because of his brother, I know that
[what a fitting analogy. helpfully:]
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
at least no one else is watching?!!!
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
just the ones that matter most
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
haha
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THAT old??? seriously???
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
wait wh
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
that means people could be watching anyway??
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
even here????
[ cRIES THEY AREn'T SAFE ]
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FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Probably???
Ghost runs the network, don't know why he'd check this but...
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Maybe if we say keywords???
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Like Armada and Warriorhead
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Or Ghost
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Orrrrr... Bomb???
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FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
nonono!!! it's weird to think about!!
[ it's like they're in privacy invasion heaven . . . ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
it's like we're being watched all the time
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[poor anxious mafia buddy.]
FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
o... your right!!!!
watching your every move... tracking your every step..... you didnt say anything bad lately did you????
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FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
NO???? I DONT THINK SO????
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Uhoh...
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what do you mean 'uhoh'???
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your fine!!
well
probably
we'll find out in a few days for sure, I suppose
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you're scaring me
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Ah
That's good
If you're scared about it you really don't have anything to worry about
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i don't get it........
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FROM: hinata.shouyou@cdc.org
Your absolutely fine
Is what I meant