[ OHHHH A RING RING. look buddy there's all kinds of rings in the world okay
Lucky for Tsunayoshi, Red's going to answer the important questions first. ]
FROM: red@cdc.org
on the ship. i asked her if i can ever see them and she said i can see them on the ship. i dont remember if she said anything else. another pokemon trainer here only has one pokmon too
FROM: red@cdc.org
so i think we have to wait i cant tell you. sorry i dont really understand why they took them from us in the first place especially pokemon and your box animals. we can keep them in small objects so
FROM: red@cdc.org
why not let us keep them? i figured it was another way of having something over our heads. to make us do our jobs
its ok most of us don't know much about what goes on anyway! at least you get to see them soon? im going to ask her about natsu to be sure and....... maybe that too
her name is hanna. she makes fire come out of her fingers. and i dont know why the cdc does what it does when you came here did they tell you what you were going to do? they didnt me. but they told
[ being genuine, there—! despite also being able to set his hands on fire . . . ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
they didnt a man in a suit came up to me while i was going home from school he said everyone was in danger and asked if i would do anything for my friends to keep them safe after i said yes i was in a place called selena suddenly then after a few days there i woke up on the ship
did time pass for everyone else before you woke on the ship i was on macha and then i wasnt until they dropped us down again wondering how normal that is
FROM: red@cdc.org
they got me to come the same way kinda a woman told me people would be in danger and they needed my help. didnt say anything about killing anyone or destroying planets
FROM: red@cdc.org
but they told a man what they wanted him to do and what he would do.
i think so! we woke up in a bubble i dont know how much time but it did pass
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i think thats on purpose.... they know about us before asking if they knew we wouldnt and said we'd have to kill people and planets itd be alot harder!!
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
some people its just some people can know and still do it without thinking twice
[ He wants to say he wouldn't know either, except he's sure he would have said no, not believed her, thought the person disturbed. ]
FROM: red@cdc.org
i hate it here
[ Red types the words in selfishly, sitting on it but then hitting send even though there's no point. Because he can't think of anything else and it's the truth, no matter the different kinds of people he's met.
He's waiting each day for something good to happen, and it's not coming. ]
[ it would have been nice if it were all a dream. perhaps not in the aspect that all these people he's met would have been just his imagination, but that the cdc would be nonexistent. there would be no danger and they'd have nothing to worry about. no planets to destroy, no populations to mass murder— nothing of torture every day.
maybe one day he would wake up, but so far, all he's been waking up to is his cdc bunk.
a little bit of him wouldn't be writhing each day— he wouldn't find himself crying in his bunk, or being stricken with nightmares of the same neraki child who fell limb in his arms. because of him. he did that.
there isn't a moment where tsuna fears for what he could turn into. how could he hold onto all of himself while faced with all of this? like many, he's in the middle of a knife or a sword pointed to him. the millions of lives and loved ones he knows, or that that he knows nothing of? what about the billion others that each person here represents?
some would find it easier, but tsuna doesn't. both ways are horrible. both ways break him each time he thinks of his world, and each time he thinks of who he has to help hurt to keep them safe. ]
theres a lot of people who will help us we can help them back when were stronger
[ He types it without believing it (not right then, not in that moment), adding more and more on just to make it sound further encouraging. And if Tsuna could read it and find it that, then all the better, it worked.
They all needed a little hope somewhere, somehow. ]
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Lucky for Tsunayoshi, Red's going to answer the important questions first. ]
FROM: red@cdc.org
on the ship. i asked her if i can ever see them and she said i can see them on the ship.
i dont remember if she said anything else. another pokemon trainer here only has one pokmon too
FROM: red@cdc.org
so i think we have to wait
i cant tell you. sorry
i dont really understand why they took them from us in the first place
especially pokemon and your box animals. we can keep them in small objects so
FROM: red@cdc.org
why not let us keep them?
i figured it was another way of having something over our heads. to make us do our jobs
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...... the giant tiger? dog?
is that him?
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
its ok most of us don't know much about what goes on anyway!
at least you get to see them soon?
im going to ask her about natsu to be sure
and....... maybe that too
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i dont know if its to make us work harder or
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i think so. someone talked to me about dogs but theyre not from my world
ive seen a dog and shes really tiny
FROM: red@cdc.org
and its probably about hard work. showing we deserve our own friends
even if it limits us
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here? who?
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
.....i dont know until where its hard work
its like it isnt hard enough with our worlds out there
and hurting people
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her name is hanna. she makes fire come out of her fingers.
and i dont know why the cdc does what it does
when you came here did they tell you what you were going to do?
they didnt me. but they told
FROM: red@cdc.org
someone else
they do what they want
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oh hanna
yeah shes pretty impressive
[ being genuine, there—! despite also being able to set his hands on fire . . . ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
they didnt
a man in a suit came up to me while i was going home from school
he said everyone was in danger and asked if i would do anything for my friends to keep them safe
after i said yes i was in a place called selena
suddenly
then after a few days there i woke up on the ship
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did time pass for everyone else before you woke on the ship
i was on macha and then i wasnt until they dropped us down again
wondering how normal that is
FROM: red@cdc.org
they got me to come the same way kinda
a woman told me people would be in danger and they needed my help. didnt say anything about killing anyone or destroying planets
FROM: red@cdc.org
but they told a man what they wanted him to do and what he would do.
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i think so!
we woke up in a bubble
i dont know how much time but it did pass
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i think thats on purpose....
they know about us before asking
if they knew we wouldnt and said we'd have to kill people and planets itd be alot harder!!
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
some people its just
some people can know and still do it without thinking twice
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i dont know what id do if i knew from the start
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FROM: red@cdc.org
i hate it here
[ Red types the words in selfishly, sitting on it but then hitting send even though there's no point. Because he can't think of anything else and it's the truth, no matter the different kinds of people he's met.
He's waiting each day for something good to happen, and it's not coming. ]
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maybe one day he would wake up, but so far, all he's been waking up to is his cdc bunk.
a little bit of him wouldn't be writhing each day— he wouldn't find himself crying in his bunk, or being stricken with nightmares of the same neraki child who fell limb in his arms. because of him. he did that.
there isn't a moment where tsuna fears for what he could turn into. how could he hold onto all of himself while faced with all of this? like many, he's in the middle of a knife or a sword pointed to him. the millions of lives and loved ones he knows, or that that he knows nothing of? what about the billion others that each person here represents?
some would find it easier, but tsuna doesn't. both ways are horrible. both ways break him each time he thinks of his world, and each time he thinks of who he has to help hurt to keep them safe. ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i dont know who wouldnt
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
but we'll find a way
i dont know how but we will
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youre right. we will
FROM: red@cdc.org
theres a lot of people who will help us
we can help them back when were stronger
[ He types it without believing it (not right then, not in that moment), adding more and more on just to make it sound further encouraging. And if Tsuna could read it and find it that, then all the better, it worked.
They all needed a little hope somewhere, somehow. ]