i didn't want to kill them, any of them and i didnt mean to but i did do you know the feeling when you feel everything at once? the emotions but not just yours, theirs too
i froze up because i killed one and i didnt see and felt the others the person that tried to get me away got hurt because the attack was for me and i couldnt do anything
I see. That definitely is a cause for worry; if they were professional about their work, that might've been a reason to report you to a team leader as well.
Never forget that feeling, Tsuna. It's important and it's what makes you, you.
However, there are people who are relying on you here as well. As much as you'd like to avoid conflict however possible, the inevitable conclusion is that you'll have to learn when to set aside your problems with regards to killing things and be capable at killing when it's needed.
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i
i need to train more
i really could've died out there if it werent for some people
and they could have died because of me too
i cant let that happen again
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If you don't mind me asking - what happened? [why did you put people in harm's way, tsuna.]
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[ maybe he could help, in a way— ]
i didn't want to kill them, any of them
and i didnt mean to but i did
do you know the feeling when you feel everything at once?
the emotions
but not just yours, theirs too
i froze up because i killed one and i didnt see and felt the others
the person that tried to get me away got hurt because the attack was for me
and i couldnt do anything
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Never forget that feeling, Tsuna. It's important and it's what makes you, you.
However, there are people who are relying on you here as well. As much as you'd like to avoid conflict however possible, the inevitable conclusion is that you'll have to learn when to set aside your problems with regards to killing things and be capable at killing when it's needed.
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it hurts a lot
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i know
i mean, i know but
i'm trying. i'll keep trying.
i dont want to let anyone down
i cant
especially home