they didnt say exactly i'm just guessing its that i dont know wy else i didnt think we
[ another pause. all he really thinks as he stares down at his screen is "i failed again". he said he'd do better, he knew he had to— why were things so difficult for him? why does he always fall down the second, third, fourth time while everyone else went ahead by the time the first wrong was a mere step behind them? why is he such a no-good even in the midst of trying?
was the effort not enough? perhaps it wasn't. it was still a giant block of uncertainty and compassion for the neraki that even if they had the chance to push through, they didn't. he contributed to failure when he promised he wouldn't. he let the team down when maybe, just maybe he could have helped do something different. ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
not good enough
[ it's not just teammates that are at stake here. it's not the time to call himself no good, or wait for reborn to be his savior, his angel without wings, to kick him behind the head and smack sense into him. he has to be the sense.
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they didnt say exactly
i'm just guessing its that
i dont know wy else
i didnt think we
[ another pause. all he really thinks as he stares down at his screen is "i failed again". he said he'd do better, he knew he had to— why were things so difficult for him? why does he always fall down the second, third, fourth time while everyone else went ahead by the time the first wrong was a mere step behind them? why is he such a no-good even in the midst of trying?
was the effort not enough? perhaps it wasn't. it was still a giant block of uncertainty and compassion for the neraki that even if they had the chance to push through, they didn't. he contributed to failure when he promised he wouldn't. he let the team down when maybe, just maybe he could have helped do something different. ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
not good enough
[ it's not just teammates that are at stake here. it's not the time to call himself no good, or wait for reborn to be his savior, his angel without wings, to kick him behind the head and smack sense into him. he has to be the sense.
it's time to wake up. it's time to grow up. ]